Wednesday, February 25, 2009
2/25/2009 10:11:00 PM
Really really really ver upset.
Why this few days i nv get suspect u all this liao but u say i have not changed.
Why nt say dat is ur expectation too high?
Last time u wants mi to let u go relax wif ur fren casue u are stressed n everything.
N u wants to widen your networks of fren,online.
Dan now i cant even asked or comment anything abt u n ur gal's fren?
I noe u n her are nth as u said but i didnt tot u will ended up so frustrated lo.
I have indeed tried my best, of trusting u.
I nv checked on u or i did was askin wat are u doing online n if u are chatting wif ppl. I do appreciate it when u answer mi all those question lo. N even if u told mi u are nt chatting, i believed it.
U may nt felt it, casue until now u are still having second thought of mi dis-trusting u. U are the one, that keep tinking i am still tryin to control u when i noe it is definitely impossible for mi to do so.
U are the one who told mi, we were meant for one another when we are Q-ing in the bank and u are also the one who sent mi an sms saying maybe we are meant to be together.
It's hurt lo baby....
I told myself many many times, not to tink of u, nt to miss u, nt to love u, not to rmb u when the shop i walk pass was playing "yi shou ge de si qian" or song we listen along the esplanade or places we went before BUT i cant!
Maybe u will tink i am shittin here or wat ba. But i jus wan to say my feelings out lo.If u dun wan to be together anymore or wat is ur answer, i gus i would say anything liao.